Now I Ask: What Is Truth?

10 04 2007

What is truth?

 

Contemporary culture has given the rights to answering that question to the scientist. Philosophers have shot themselves in the foot by ushering the era of Moral Relativism and theologians are scrambling to keep God present in this world when science seems so keen on ousting Him. But the masses have their power, and in an interesting turn, it seems science has become the new opiate. iPods, cell phones, medicine, nanotechnology and the like provide for all humans need (and a whole lot more). In effect, science has become the new religion.

 

However, it is only a religion of this world. The entire field of study is empirically based (or theories based off of empiricism), which demands quantifiable variables to measure, manipulate and monumentalize. The exact make-up of the human Genome is a notable project. Soon, we will know every intricate part of our own DNA, the very building blocks of life. However, as the common criticism goes, science cannot answer the all-important question of “Why?”. Why is the DNA as it is? Perhaps soon psychologists will be able to electrically induce any emotion they want in someone. This could be seen as a reduction of everything unknown into a series of stimuli and responses. However, there is no explanation there as to why a person will spend an entire lifetime with another person based off of that very stimulus. To understand how this world works, we can very well rely on science to provide a solid, consistent understanding. I would say that science can tell us what is true. It cannot tell us what truth is.

 

However, there are many of us that do not view this world as the only one. There are many of us in this world that feel that there is another, wholly (holy) different world. So to whom do we turn for explanations regarding this other world? And how do we even begin to reconcile this other world with the one science promulgates as the be-all end-all? One prevalent answer is what the religious and political right offer. Within the Bible lies answers for everything about both worlds because both are ruled over by the all-knowing Father Almighty. Creation, redemption, consummation. The story proffered is replete with a dramatic beginning, middle and end. And it is the most pervasive and public answer available. In fact, it is the only other model of answers one can seem to turn to in the face of science.

 

Yet, for myself, this other model is unsatisfactory as well. The neat, tidy box that is presented is just that: a box. To place myself within that internally consistent world seems the easiest way out, and the most right, because of the ability to explain away inconsistencies and inaccuracies. In fact, infallibility grants near immunity to outside influence rocking their Ark, their boat of salvation. But it is exactly because of that certainty of truth the box provides that many look with disdain upon conservative Christians (and then, by association, all Christians). The “close-minded” and “dogmatic” perspective on everything frustrates everyone else to no end, and so they turn to the only other model of the world that provides consistent answers: science.

 

And so you have the back and forth of modern-day humans. Either they worship God via the understanding of the Bible or they worship Science via the understanding of the experiment. The two are at odds because they, as many claim, cannot exist in harmony since one “disproves” the other and neither one can afford to be wrong.

 

But I have come to a different answer. It is not wholly of science, but is empirically based and does encompass this world. It is wholly of the Bible, but is spiritually based and it does encompass this other world. However, it is not an answer that will provide the satisfaction that the other two models offer. In fact, the answer I offer comes from experiencing the very human condition that makes up this world (science) and is directly related to the other (God). It is an answer that is designed to perpetuate science’s search for answers in this world, and to further the theologian’s quest to seek answers in God’s world as well. In fact, I believe it ties the two worlds together because the two worlds that heretofore have been seen as contradictory are actually complementary. Both provide answers.

 

Therefore, the answer that I am presenting is not an answer in the usual sense of the term. It is a frustrating answer that is actually happened upon by every person nearly every day. It is frustrating because it does not usher in an end, nor does it have an end to itself. It is not self-seeking. It is not self-perpetuating, though it is permanently perpetual. It is the answer I have always known, yet have always hated because of the crises it brings me in my faith and understanding in this world. But through it comes a deeper and more full understanding of myself, others and both worlds I experience. It is merely a return to the beginning that both worlds came from and developed out of though in dynamically different ways. This answer, I feel, will help most people, and frustrate most people, by pushing them to search more deeply, more broadly and more frequently. It demands recognition of our collective, subjective experience in worlds that objectively exist. The answer that seems counter-intuitive because of its simple circularity is:

 

What is truth?





Pilate Asked: What is Truth?

1 04 2007

How am I supposed to pursue a career that quintessentially demands what I cannot seem to grasp nor possess?

 

Conviction of truth, confidence of belief, certainty in and through faith? These are things I can never obtain, or if I feel I do, it is fleetingly temporary.

 

My friend Ray stayed the night on his way home from school. Over dinner we discussed truth (amongst other things). He brought up a philosopher’s perspective that objective truth is impossible for humans because even if we could somehow apprehend the objectivity, our perception and explanation would be purely our subjective understanding. Therefore, objective truth, and with it, any semblance of absolutism, is a fanciful pursuit.

 

I asked this question aloud over that same dinner, though neither Ray nor I answered it: as Christians, if there is no objective truth, how do we live our lives? Is God that objective truth? And if so, how can any belief system be built upon it since any exposition of said truth would be subjectively shared. To conform to a set of beliefs would then be to deny one’s own, personal understanding of the objective truth God either represents, personifies or is (depends on what view you personally take, interestingly enough).

 

To take this issue and bring it to the crux I felt this morning in church: how can I pursue a vocation (literally, a calling) in which I lead a group of people in their spiritual lives?

 

Good God, I’m crying as I type this.

 

Based off of the previous understandings, the only way I could ever be a leader would be if the people I lead trust me enough to allow their understandings to be influenced by my own. Otherwise, if I impose upon them something dogmatic, official, “objective” then I somehow place myself (or am placed) above them. Paradoxically, a Christian leader need lead through humility, which is antithetical to the notion of leadership in contemporary, Western society.

 

But how can I ever feel comfortable being given any responsibility over anyone when I, myself, cannot seem to maintain conviction, confidence or certainty. I am plagued by constant questions. And, should I ever feel that I AM confident on something being wrong, who am I to step out and tell that person that they are wrong? To call another person’s actions wrong implies there is some understood moral code that stands beyond myself and the other that I can reference. Is that objective truth? Is that God? And if that person does not believe as I do? Or if they subjectively apprehend that same objective truth differently enough to the point that their actions are not questionable? How do I proceed? How can I proceed?

 

One may simply assert that my belief in God comes with an implicit understanding that God’s existence deals with these issues. That I can simply use my beliefs and faith to live my life and justify my actions. I seek to do that. Then the next step would be to take my Christian faith and point out that my faith provides that objectivity I speak of, despite the fact it may be subjectively articulated. God in human form. The ultimate form of objective truth manifest in the subjective realm of the flesh. A perfect harmony of that which humans are quintessentially destroyed by and, simultaneously, made stronger by: doubt. Uncertainty. The unknown.

 

Thus the vocation I seem to be drawn to is, at its core, the pursuit of knowledge about that which is unknowable. The seeking of belief in that which is unbelievable. I demand credibility from the incredible. It is my curse, but one I cannot escape. Even now it is a cross I bear as I search the depths of my despair, yet I do so out of hope that I will find answers to make it bearable once more. For during church this morning, I could not fathom how I would ever be able to become a pastor in the Christian church. Not only do I not have the requisite certitude, I don’t even seem to have the strength or means to obtain it. God has made me a perpetual inquirer. Never content. Never certain. Any times I manage to FEEL confident, feelings fade. Any times I manage to THINK certain, thoughts change. Do I need an emotion or state of mind? I do not know, for I can never maintain either.

 

How can I support a truth that I cannot even confidently believe in?

 

I have to go to work.








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